Hold On

I was believe that God makes everything happen for a reason, a reason for us to find out. Somehow rather, I feel so weak. Why God has to torture me like this? I have been working hard in all senses with the best I could. They just seem like not working properly. I understand, things might not go the way we want it to be. Be it careet, family, relationship etc. I am so dead tired. I couldn't get enough rest for days since I had settled an important event and setup what I wanted to. Subsequently, I had to continuously work non-stop for 20days, 10hours each day. Dead tired is simply the best to describe.

I recently watched a touching clip in Facebook, showing an athlete who tore his hamstring during a race. His father crossed the security and ran together with him on the track and he still wanted to finish the race despite the pain and tears. It was emotional moment that what he needed most was the support from others, especially a loved one like his father who came to hold him up and he was able to finish the race.

What doesn't kill, will make you stronger. What doesn't kill you again, will make you twice stronger. How long do I think I can hold? After a period of holding it firmly on my own and at a certain time, I fell. How long do I need to get up? I have no idea. I also need someone to hold me up. I pray for God's mercy and hope that I will be able to hold on tight like I used to be.