Expect the Unexpected

A friend once said, ‘如果我要求不那么高，随便一点，会不会好一点呢?

I do not read that much, but I can understand simple words. It says, 'If my expectation is not that high, let it be a little easier, would it be better?' Hm, it paused me. The few seconds of breakdown made me think twice and I had to read it over and over again. Chinched but very true. I often chase for the better, tell me who doesn't? This time round, I want to let go myself, slow down a bit. Too excited or stress does no good to me as I understand that too much or too high expectation will cause a great fall. Opps, I fell ! Ouch...

For something had happened and impact was intensively heart-breaking and aching, I learnt to expect the unexpected, believe the unbelievable and predict the unpredictable. Things are simply beyond our control undeniably and I just have to believe it. I throbbed, sobbed quietly without anyone realizing it. Ask yourself, do you? I changed according to the time, according to the nature wants me to, according what others demand me to and blah blah blah. Behind my brain, near to my ear, I heard ‘JUST CHANGE, YOU FOOL’. Wow, I was amazed as if a mirror reflection of a devil side of myself was telling me off, goodness!

Alright, I will definitely change for the better! Wish me luck!